Long Hiatus

If you guys were reading and following up on this "Rager" you may have been disappointed to find that the posts just stopped coming. For those of you who cared, I'm sorry. It wasn't easy for me either. However it can be explained. You see things haven't been getting any better for me. Hate to sit on this pity pot, though It's true, I feel like I should have done more. The way the events unfolded after my return home was far from ideal. I left my new home of california to reunite with my family. I was looking for a sense of family that I surely was lacking. Now I'm stuck here. Well, at least for now anyway. And for a while I admit that I was just sulking away wanting to just quit. Not the best strategy for those of you who are considering it. Now I can say I lost almost everything I ever held close to my heart; my education, my computer, and my Californian home. A bummer, yes, enough to give up? I realize now that is not worthy of feeling like I did. Want to know why? It's because believe it or not life moves on. When things seemed over I started up again. After the awful eye weakening crash that I had that nearly took my life. I began to see things differently. I started saving and bought myself a car. Not an ideal or smart thing to do I found out. For with a car comes a whole mess of problems. Like for one, I sure as heck did not realize how much it takes just to upkeep my insurance. I do not make nearly enough to continue paying $800 a month. As well as I did not expect for little things to break as early as they did. Though im fine with it. The freedom that comes with a car is well worth it. So with that aside, I'm still trying to rebuild my life. Hopefully pick up the optimism where I left off. If everything goes flawlessly I should be re-enrolled in school this spring. Sadly not in Cali as I wanted. Though it will be enough. I plan to start school here I'm queens. And here I will stay for two long years. I will focus on my career and dig deep to make out on top. Currently I am starting up a football blog. There I would be doing what essentially sports writers do. Watch the games and put their commentary and pick apart the game. I want to see if I will fall in love with this. After all I want to make a career of sports journalism. So this is a small recap of what has been going on in my life. This Rager is still pushing on. Making a wave in the pool of life. And pushing for a better future. With that I say good night. And let's dream for a better tomorrow. Oh and by the way, in attempt to keep my writing skills sharp I will be posting more frequently. So stay tuned...