Tears Of The Son

Today was an emotional stronghold, seeing my mother's beautiful face reminded me of what I'm leaving behind. However in order for me to give back all that she has done for me I must become someone of myself. So as I sit here on the airplane, I remember the reason I'm on a journey. I realize that weather or not I became someone In california my mother would still be proud that I was the first to make the journey, but i feel like I owe it to her and my family to never stop trying and that's what I'm going to do. Now let's put my money where my mouth is and put my abilities to the test! I believe that my parents gave me all the tools that I need to succeed so I think it's time to finally put them to the test!
Let's see what happens!! Hopefully This "Mr. Rager" has some good stories for you!

Epic sadness!!

Ok this journey to me was going to be a very liberating soul search. However as the voyage reaches closer I start to feel sadness and remorse. After going to my office party I start to realize that New York is not that bad. I saw all my co-workers and friends and thought that life here can be fun and liberating, but no matter how cozy I may feel here in my birthplace there always comes a time where you have to leave it behind to progress in life. I hope that I'm following my path and become successful. I cannot forget my priorities and I must be strong for the road ahead. So what I learned today is to enjoy everything that life offers. If you see a girl you want to talk to don't be shy go talk to her. If you want to achieve something you go ahead and reach for your goals. Live life with lots of actions and no regrets. Always enjoy the little things in life because you won't believe how much you are going to miss the simple things when they are no longer there. Life is one big school, we learn something new everyday through our failures.

The Journey begins!

As I'm packing for my journey to the west my fear and excitement starts to build. Packing was the first real sign of my adventure becoming reality. However it was not as easy as I presumed it would be. As I sorted out my possessions into categories of things I need and things I want it became clear to me that my voyage is not going to be easy. I was having a hard time realizing that I have to part with things that I took for granted. Things like my snowboard, xbox, guitars, skateboards, Tv, and furniture really made my life just that much better. Seems like I need to learn how to live without these possessions, but I think it would help me appreciate them more. So after I finished packing my essentials I went to my going away party which was awesome! I had seen people that I hadn't seen in years, they all came to help support me and bless my journey. Seeing all these people gave me the extra boost of confidence in my self and my future endeavors. It's amazing what family can do I'm very grateful that I have a very supportive one. So here I go "Mr. Rager" is on the move once again! Let's see what stories I have for you when I arrive.