Tears Of The Son

Today was an emotional stronghold, seeing my mother's beautiful face reminded me of what I'm leaving behind. However in order for me to give back all that she has done for me I must become someone of myself. So as I sit here on the airplane, I remember the reason I'm on a journey. I realize that weather or not I became someone In california my mother would still be proud that I was the first to make the journey, but i feel like I owe it to her and my family to never stop trying and that's what I'm going to do. Now let's put my money where my mouth is and put my abilities to the test! I believe that my parents gave me all the tools that I need to succeed so I think it's time to finally put them to the test!
Let's see what happens!! Hopefully This "Mr. Rager" has some good stories for you!

Epic sadness!!

Ok this journey to me was going to be a very liberating soul search. However as the voyage reaches closer I start to feel sadness and remorse. After going to my office party I start to realize that New York is not that bad. I saw all my co-workers and friends and thought that life here can be fun and liberating, but no matter how cozy I may feel here in my birthplace there always comes a time where you have to leave it behind to progress in life. I hope that I'm following my path and become successful. I cannot forget my priorities and I must be strong for the road ahead. So what I learned today is to enjoy everything that life offers. If you see a girl you want to talk to don't be shy go talk to her. If you want to achieve something you go ahead and reach for your goals. Live life with lots of actions and no regrets. Always enjoy the little things in life because you won't believe how much you are going to miss the simple things when they are no longer there. Life is one big school, we learn something new everyday through our failures.

The Journey begins!

As I'm packing for my journey to the west my fear and excitement starts to build. Packing was the first real sign of my adventure becoming reality. However it was not as easy as I presumed it would be. As I sorted out my possessions into categories of things I need and things I want it became clear to me that my voyage is not going to be easy. I was having a hard time realizing that I have to part with things that I took for granted. Things like my snowboard, xbox, guitars, skateboards, Tv, and furniture really made my life just that much better. Seems like I need to learn how to live without these possessions, but I think it would help me appreciate them more. So after I finished packing my essentials I went to my going away party which was awesome! I had seen people that I hadn't seen in years, they all came to help support me and bless my journey. Seeing all these people gave me the extra boost of confidence in my self and my future endeavors. It's amazing what family can do I'm very grateful that I have a very supportive one. So here I go "Mr. Rager" is on the move once again! Let's see what stories I have for you when I arrive.

Kid Cudi - Mr. Rager [VIDEO] + Lyrics

The Adventures Of "Mr. Rager"

Ok, let me start by saying that I'm not Kid Cudi. Whether or not I and Cudi even have slight similarities remains to be seen. However his song "Mr. Rager" In his newest album "Man On The Moon II" seems to perfectly describe me. His song describes a man who is on a journey. A journey in which everybody else wishes they were taking. So I'm taking the role of "Mr.Rager" and I would tell my stories and experiences on my journey.

I'm a New Yorker, I lived my entire life thus far primarily in Queens NY. New york is one hell of a place. The tall buildings and the melting pot of people made it a fabulous place to grow up. However as I grew up the marvels of NY was disfigured by it's people. New Yorkers are rude and mean to each other. We could care less about our neighbors and friends. As time progressed and the economy worsened New York became harsher and harsher. So I decided to move to the west coast in hopes of finding a median. Where people are kinder to one another and where I could live my adult life comfortably, but this journey comes at a price. I have never stepped foot on the other side. Plus I have no family or friends out there. So my voyage is just based on extinct. So right now I feel like Bird who is migrating to find a better place for the winter, except this migration is more than a temporary place to live. Hopefully I could fill in the void that I believe New york had and live there my entire adult life.
So this is the journey and stories of this "Mr.Rager"